Is that a flash from the past or what?
I used to have a running posse during my weekday morning runs, but now I don't. I used to run with a large group on Sunday runs, but now I don't. I'm starting to think it's me.
I tend to like being alone, when running or not. I think it's because I spend my workday being "on" for everyone around me, and I feel so drained at the end of the day/week that I just want to recharge by myself. Sometimes this is a good thing, especially when I have a goal and I am motivated.
I currently have no goals, and I am not motivated in the slightest.
Usually I love the chillier weather, and I love running in the early morning. I love to look up and actually see the moon and the stars when I run. This week I didn't run outside ONCE during the week. No biggie, you think, I'm sure you hit the dreadmill, and that's just fine, too. Right?
Nope. Didn't do that either.
The only running I did this week was in my living room, back in forth in front of my tv. The reasons don't really amount to more than lethargy and laziness. I have finished Season 8 of Dr. Who on Netflix, and I started watching Supernatural (because my daughter has been driving me bonkers about it), but I can't access the first 15 episodes on Netflix on our tv in the basement AND the DVD player doesn't work, so I can't put the show in down there while I run on the treadmill. You could watch something else, you are thinking. Nope. Lethargy and Laziness are my twin friends this week. They have been whispering things in my ears, seductive things like "You don't need to run at all, you know. Put in a dancing DVD. It's all the same, even if you don't sweat as much, " and "Yes, you should eat that brownie. Shove it in your head right now; you deserve it. Don't worry about calorie counts." I gained about five pounds listening to those damned voices.
I was very reluctant to do my long run this morning even though the weather is gorgeous. I'm feeling a bit doldrummy (yes, I know it isn't a word--leave me alone already) and when I feel this way, I try to isolate myself from others. True friends know this, and you know what? They DON'T LEAVE YOU ALONE. You heard me; friends know when you should and shouldn't be alone. I am lucky that my running friends know when I need some company, and that was today.
Marilyn posted a running event for this morning, and I said I MIGHT go (but I was thinking that I'd probably run around there, see the group later and keep running alone). As I was leaving, Sheila IM'd me asking me if I would be there, and once that happens, I am committed. When I arrived at the meeting point, I found these peeps:
|Marilyn, Jen, Shelby, Sheila|
|See that warm, fuzzy glow?|
"Friends are there to help you get started, to give you a push on your way. . ."
By the way, in the above Garfield video, I'm Garfield. Just in case you think you know me, but you don't.
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